Now what?

As I sit here with my youngest filling his pants in my lap, I can't help but wonder what's next? For some time now I have been debating on what to do with myself that will support me and my babies. I enjoy writing, hence why I started this blog. And the other day while nursing my 3 month old at 4 am some thoughts came to mind. I normally keep a journal near my bedside because I will wake at odd hours thinking about stuff and need to write it down or I will forget it. I had taken the book downstairs earlier to write down some dreams and ideas we had and I had left it there so here I was at 4 am trying to find my book on the table by the light of my cellphone. I grabbed the book and headed back upstairs to finish feeding the baby and write down my thoughts. Before I knew it I had 2 childrens books written! I have had an idea to write childrens books for some time now for my kids and now I have 2 done already! Now the daunting task of publishing and marketing my book which I have turned into a series about my 3 year old and the adventures we have learning to deal with him being blind in one eye! And the baby just looked up at me from my breast and cooed at me with a big smile! I think he likes the idea too!!