I'm not ready to have a teenager...

But I guess I'm too late as he has been a teenager for a few months already..when did this happen? Wasn't it just yesterday that I gave birth to this little baby? Who is taller than me now by the way...when did that happen? When I saw him last he was shorter then me and he comes back for a visit and now he looks down on me..As teenagers go he is a pretty good one, gets good grades and does what he can to help out and listens to his parents..I couldn't have asked for a better kid..but did he have to grow up? I am not ready yo be a parent to a teenager I am still trying to parent myself! He has been my greatest gift and my biggest fear. All my kids are a great gift and each have brought me something special in their own ways. I know they are each on the way to greatness and I could not be a happier mom, I just hope to be able to continue with lessons they have each brought to me. I love you Jorian and I miss you..slow down ok..